The Door Closed
I’ve been digging through my brain trying to come up with a blog and I got zero, zip, nada. I’ve started about 10 but they aren’t “it”. I’ve closed my eyes seeking my deepest emotions, written my thoughts down at 3 am, listened to bilateral music, noticed when I want to cry, noticed when I want to laugh… and noticed I’m finding a void. I’ve tried to force it, form it, and foresee the blog. Nope. Nothing. When a door gets slammed in my face (God doesn’t do much gently with me), I know I have to turn my energy elsewhere for a bit.
I’m not going to pretend that I embrace new paths well… this is what I really want to do when different plans get forced upon me.
So, I’ve decided to go on a “sabbatical” from writing blogs until April 1. (Note the humor of April 1…) Don’t lose heart though- I have a lot up my sleeves. My brain is struggling to organize my plans and figure out which prospect needs my attention first. It is time for me to step into the discomfort (again) of the unknown and challenge myself. Unfortunately, things don’t drop into my lap (I just can’t seem to win that lottery!) but I am learning to embrace: I grow stronger when I’m trudging uphill. In the meantime, if you want a face-to-face experience with me, please join my retreats, and upcoming groups or schedule a private appointment. And don’t forget to sign up for the latest updates on my website: www.coachinghope4u.com ~Kim