My face was not pleasant; I crossed my arms and looked at the stupid big cross on the wall in front of me and thought, “How could You?”

Intentional forgetfulness collides with somatic recollections on April 13.

The Purgatory Pit   This photo was taken when I was in the heart of hell.  I'm on the left. I barely recognize myself. In my mind I...

How do children react to parents navigating relational betrayal? The night my children's father and I informed our children he would be...

I saw something come across her face and she turned away from me.

3 year olds attempting soccer = absolute amusement. Putting 12-15 toddlers in an a vast, grassy field, providing them with a ball they...

We all regret something. I'm currently regretting the yard work I did Sunday. I unknowingly touched poison ivy causing an allergic...

Time to pull the cookies out of the oven. I haven't updated my court progress for a while because I succumbed to fears I'd taint my...

Monday, January 22, 2024, I went to court again. I can't actually remember how many times I have been to court over the past 5 years. ...

My sleep was abysmal the first night my children were gone.  A sensation like black tar surrounded me which restricted my movements. ...

I got a God hug today. My mom left me a note on my counter from an old family friend of ours. During one of the gaps in my schedule, I...

2020: I landed in an unfamiliar airport and waited for 2 strangers to pick me up in a car to drive me to an unknown destination. Our 2...

My attorney sent me THE email: “SHE HAS SUBMITTED HER RESPONSE.” It has been exactly 122 days (or over 4 months) since our original...

Christmas 2022 I feel a jitteriness in my fingers pressing me to get this thought to you: Joy. Joy. Joy. It is creeping inside my...

I set the orange juice bottle next to the chips in the pantry and paused as a realization came to me. “Orange juice does not belong here....

Monday, November 7, 2022, this showed up in my emails from the courts: My obvious question was “What above case?” since nothing was above...

I’d love to stop talking about myself. But currently, I’m overly annoyed with the courts, so it feels appropriate to keep educating you,...

Dear Judge, When we sat in court on August 23, 2022, you said, in 30-45 days, you would provide me a decision from my last hearing which...

Court messes me up.

I spend a lot of time asking women (and men) to step into fear. Have courage. Be brave. Honor your story. Speak your truth. I want to...